Time will heal and time will show if he’s worthy of my love and trust
It’s puzzling feels like he was bullied, and I do know these women as well. https://kissbrides.com/pt-pt/blog/asiatico-namoro-sites-e-apps/ They are not very good people in general. I recall these women advancing even on me at the time aggressively, speaking about lingerie they bought for this guy they were planning on seeing etc, now I know they were talking about my husband! And how o how lucky I am my husband gave me such a beautiful home, how nice it would be to have that! Ugh! Were they poaching a weak person, that is insecure to feel more then better then, what’s it about exactly? Should I work harder to forgive and him harder to become stronger? Despite all of this he holds himself responsible, says that he should’ve never done any of this, fact.
Found out about his sexual affair 2 years ago, and same time he came clean with all the cybersexing and the porn (which I thought he left behind after our first-second-fifth argue years ago)
I wonder what or how I should process this information in a healthy fashion.